Archive for ◊ November, 2011 ◊

25 Nov 2011 English Fun
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Tonight I had my lesson with Chinese university students. I never know how many students will come. Sometimes I have three students, sometimes 10 or more! But I always enjoy the time I spend with them. I thought you might like to hear a little more about what we do.

I usually prepare one lesson ahead each week, so that students can take the next week’s lesson home and prepare. Last week was different, since we did not get through all the questions for that lesson. So the three students went home to review the rest of the questions and prepare to answer them.

In the meanwhile, I had prepared the next week’s lesson, and had no idea why I put one of the exercises in that I did, since it would need at least fiver or six students, and I had not had that many students for a couple of weeks. But it amazes me how, as I prepare the lessons, I have such peace about some of the funny questions I think of asking. This lesson was going to call for splitting into two groups, and giving the students five minutes to assign parts and act out the story in a set of verses from Esther 5.

I came to class prepared first, to review last weeks question. The faithful three were there, and 7 more students, including one from the Philipines! And NONE of the seven had been at the past few lessons, and three new ones had no familiarity with Esther. Now what?

And so I began by explaining again, why we use the Bible for the text, the importance of being able to discuss difficult topics in English, and working with unknown terminology and being able to figure it out from context, review of the book of Esther up until chapter 5, and then the verse by verse reading.

Each student reads one verse, one after the other. Then we review vocabulary, definitions, and now came the moment. The thought came to me, “it will work, you have enough people.”

You should have seen their faces when I gave the assignment. Group 1 would act out Esther appearing before the King after her fast, and group 2 would act out Haman complaining to his wife and friends about Mordecai. They would have 5 minutes to assign a part to everyone, practice, and decide what to say to act out the part. They were in shock. Then they started practicing reading the verses, and I told them all, “No, this is not reading. You have to use your own words.” They all looked at each other, “and you have to assign parts and tell each other what to do — in English.”

But what I love about working with Chinese students is this: not one thought to say no. They all buckled down and got to work with each group.

What can I tell you? You could see them working hard so quickly. I granted them an extra 3 mintues to prepare. And then, “Is everyone ready?”

The all nodded yes, and I asked group one to go first. You should have seen them. They were amazing. Each one had at least one line (of course the King had more lines), they figured out how to add characters and fit them in with the plot, and spoke clearly. Group 2 did just as well. The young man playing Haman was clearly enjoying himself!

But more importantly, they all learned what they could do when put under pressure. Now that I think about it–isn’t that how God works with us? We think we can’t do something, He puts something before us, and what do we do? How often do we really accept His path and instructions without a moan or complaint.

My students reminded me of a very important lesson tonight, and I hope I remember to share it with them next week: I must accept God’s working in my life like they accepted the assignment I gave to them, with a shocked face, but a willing spirit. Let Him do the rest. And He does!

22 Nov 2011 The Sign of the Cross
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Last Saturday I heard a rather amazing message. I’ve been mulling it over and wanted to do my research to make sure my information was right. Not only was it correct, but I was rather amazed at what I learned.

It all starts with the issue of God’s grace and forgiveness. Have you ever who the first person to repent was in the Bible? You may be surprised, considering to find out that it just might have been Cain! It all depends on how you read the account in Genesis 4. You see, there is a small word, “avon” that changes the whole meaning of 4:13.

10 And the LORD said, “What have you done? The voice of your brother’s blood is crying to me from the ground. 11 And now you are cursed from the ground, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand. 12 When you work the ground, it shall no longer yield to you its strength. You shall be a fugitive and a wanderer on the earth.” 13 Cain said to the LORD, “My punishment (עון) is greater than I can bear.
(Genesis 4:10-13 ESV)

I learned that Cain is not complaining to God about his punishment, but in light of God’s answer, may actually be repenting. You see, the Hebrew word for punishment is “onesh.” But the word used in this verse is actually “avon,” which refers to “iniquity.” Yes, iniquity means sin, but it refers to “a distortion or gross injustice, an absence of respect for God’s will.”*

I did some research on this word and found that most times it is translated as iniquity. But in a few instances it is translated as guilt, perhaps because the translators felt it made more sense? Yet in this case, we miss the full impact of Cain’s response to God’s punishment. It is only when he is punished that he realizes how great his sin against God was. And God does an amazing thing. God responds to Cain saying, ““Not so! If anyone kills Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold.” And the Lord put a mark on Cain, lest any who found him should attack him.”

The word for mark is “ot” (אות). This word for a mark or sign is interesting: it starts with “aleph” the first letter of the Hebrew alphabet, and ends with “tav” the last letter of the Hebrew alphabet. So this mark on Cain’s forehead is “the first and the last,” so to speak. And now you see where I’m going with the title of this post. Who do we know who is the first and the last? Jesus! In whom do we have a restored relationship with God the Father? Jesus!

Cain deserved death, but God’s mark would spare him. The person sharing during the meeting pondered these thoughts and asked, “could it be that the mark on Cain’s forehead was a cross?”

At the end of the meeting, another brother shared that he wanted to read a verse to support what we had heard considered regarding Cain:

 And the LORD said to him, “Pass through the city, through Jerusalem, and put a mark  (תו) on the foreheads of the men who sigh and groan over all the abominations that are committed in it.”
(Ezekiel 9:4 ESV)

Here, the word for “mark” is “Tav,” that is the letter ת, which in Biblical Hebrew was an x or cross shape…

We don’t know what Cain did with the rest of his life. We know his descendents did not follow the Lord. But what we do know, is that the blood of Jesus did indeed speak louder than the blood of Able, and God covered even Cain’s sin through the shed blood of our Messiah and Savior, Jesus.

If you are struggling with some sin, or feel that the consequences for your sin are greater than you can bear, acknowledge your iniquity, and ask God to forgive you through the precious blood of Jesus. If He had mercy on Cain, surely He will have mercy on you; I know He has had mercy on me, and I am so thankful!

May your Thanksgiving be filled with new wonder as you ponder anew God’s amazing grace.

*Quote taken from Today in the Word Devotional, October 16, page 23.

16 Nov 2011 A Gem in His Crown
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I found a Christian writing site on the web (recommended by a friend), and they had a poetry writing exercise. I’ve been wanting to get back into writing more poetry, but sometimes find my creativity stifled. So I gave it a try. Hope you are blessed by the result.

Gem

And that He gladly died for even me
Pondering words…
Gladly.
Even.
Me.

And there it is
Unplanned
Unexpected
But O so grateful.

Not leaving me as I was
Taking this wayward material
Hewing, carving, shaping
More than a clay pot.

Changed forever
His fitting fits
Placing me gently
A gem in his crown.

04 Nov 2011 Immortal
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It’s been a hard week. Starting with one of those days, it turned into one of those weeks—just plain long, filled with little frustrations, and things happening that resulted in waves of grief crashing into me.

But it has also been a good week. These situations and struggles help me to cling to my savior and take a closer look at HIS faithfulness. But it has also been a good week because of little surprises of encouragement, like a phone call from a friend with a Bible verse, and an email from one of my former students, now living in Canada, or a comment on Facebook that lets me know I may not be with my step-children, but I’m not forgotten.

Still, my friend who called me with a scripture verse made an interesting and surprising statement: “The Lord has impressed Psalm 118:17 on my heart for you. Debbie, you are immortal. Nothing can touch you until God chooses to take you to Himself, and He has a work for you, so press on, don’t give up. You are immortal…”

“I shall not die, but I shall live, and recount the deeds of the Lord.” Psalm 118:17

What an interesting take on this verse, immortality? Truthfully, I’ve never been one of those people that wanted to live forever, though I do admit to the vanity of youth—I never thought I’d grow old! (When I look in the mirror and see wrinkles I am certain the defect is in the mirror!) And truthfully, I’m not 100% certain I will die… Jesus may come back first.

But I have to admit, living seems so challenging these days. It’s not just that my husband has died. It’s the grief I feel when I look at the world and see the direction it is going in. When I share with people who find the faith interesting but say they prefer their way of life than honoring God (in those words!). Life does not attract me like it used to. But there is a fine line between wanting to die and wanting to live for the Lord, and as much as I say I want to live for the Lord, at times, being home with Him is far more attractive.

Yet, as long as I live, God wants me to live and “recount the deeds of the Lord.” Dragging through each day simply does not cut it, if God is who He is, and who I know He is. Attitude: the battle really is in the mind. And the amazing thing is, I am immortal! I will not die until God who has already counted my days, so chooses. So I need not fear frustrations, need, disease, accident, or war. And if that is the case, then in living I have much to live for. Because my hope is in the LORD the maker of heaven and earth, and the savior of my soul.

Thank you my dear friends for your words of encouragement over this past week. May you too be encouraged in your struggles as well, that we may recount the deeds of the Lord—together!