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Giving Thanks

I had no sooner finished my last post when the phone rang. It was a head-hunter asking if I was interested in a particular documentation management position. While the position pays a lot less than one would have hoped with my background and experience, it is a direct hire with full benefits – no small thing. So I am going to apply. I have a pre-interview on Monday at 10 am to prepare me for the real interview. I expect to learn a lot that will help me. I like this agency. They seem a lot more serious than some of the ones I applied to.

I am thankful my printer is not broken… no end of printing problems, but in the end, a simple fix (visit my professional site at http://www.tech-challenged.com for details). So now Andrea and I can continue working on family Christmas gifts.

I am thankful for store sales that enabled us to find a good pair of shoes for Rich for only $30.

And I am so very thankful, that even though we remain unemployed, the Lord has provided so that we can still meet our obligations.

Over and over I am reminded of the what Jesus taught: “Take no thought for tomorrow, today has enough cares of its own… consider the Lilies of the field… not one sparrow falls without the Father noting… you are of more value than they.”

I suppose some people may disagree with me, but I begin to think that the whole way our society works is with a focus so set on tomorrow that we loose today. Everything is about the “what ifs”. I need insurance, pension, bank accounts, savings plans. Everything must be arranged for that what if day that may or may not come. While there is sense in being prepared (no one builds a building without counting the cost), the what ifs, and all of the insurance, pension, and savings plans have us trusting in our own strength for the fears of tomorrow.

In some ways, while I may not like it, I begin to think that we are better off not knowing how things will turn out… in the end, if my confidence is in the Lord, then I already know the end of the story. I do not know about tomorrow’s provision – but I know what He has provided for today. And it is good, and it is enough…

We here in America have no idea how well off we are compared with others. I am reminded of this often when I’m tempted to complain. So Thank you Lord for your goodnes to us.

Almost Snowed In

Well, we are almost snowed in… been snowing since last night. A got up early to begin shoveling… and an hour later everything looked covered up. I’ll be going out a bit later to try and clear out the driveway for when she comes home.

In the meantime, am working on my site, searching for work, cooking, cleaning, reading, and waiting and hoping…

Hope is a strange thing. What I am rediscovering, is that my hope is not based on feelings, but on what I know to be true. If God is utterly faithful (and He is), then as difficult as this time is for Rich and I, God is not surprised and our hope is not in vain.

Been spending some time reading about God’s faithfulness. How many times have I struggled with that very issue? I remember hearing a teaching where someone said that you’d think we’d get it by now, but once we pass a test, God wants us to grow, and so we face the same issues, but with greater challenges.

I guess that is why I created this site – hope-challenged. Certainly, as the lack of job opportunities continues, my hope is indeed challenged. But then I realize how much is at stake here. There really is an enemy of our souls. He wants to see us defeated.

Well, I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to be a part of shaming my Lord Jesus… and so I choose to cling to the Hope He has given me – not in my capabilities, they are too small; not in the economy – who knows if it will improve; not in others helping me – many are in the same situation we are in, and worse; not in anything other than the One True God stepping into our situation and helping us.

He may take His time from my perspective; I may not understand what He is doing – but I guess I just need a bit more of an eternal and heavenly perspective.

I will trust in Him…

Didn’t Get the Job

Well it seems that this is not where the Lord wanted me… I admit, it’s discouraging. But I guess the Lord has something for us… I hope soon. It is not fun being out of work, since October now. I am working for one week, this week, doing copy editing for a large food manufacturer. It is nice, but only for one week, filling in for someone on vacation. Still, every bit of experience helps.

It was kind of nice today. I had to copy edit a brochure for a Christian Summer camp. It was nice being paid to verify that Bible verses were printed and typed correctly.

So now the job search continues…

From this morning’s devotional…

Philippians 2:13  It is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of His good pleasure.

Post interview

Well, it is cold and icy out… and yes, I just thought you’d like to know that the interview went well. I liked the people and they seemed to like me. Next step in the process is to verify my education and references, and then to make a decision. Apparently there is at least one other person being considered for the position. So now it is all in the Lord’s hands. I have been praying, as have many of you… I need to be where HE wants me, and so Rich and I are waiting.

In the meanwhile, I got a phone call from an agency that had a part time job for only next week. Not a lot, but every little bit helps… So I committed to do that, while I wait for an answer. Finished another small project at home. So I am feeling encouraged and thankful for everyone’s prayers…